You need to use your intelligence, your intelligence is needed to complete your incomplete mind full of concepts and ideas. Those people who tell you "dont use your intellect" or "dont think" do not know what they are saying, and run away from those people. You need to doubt everyone and everything you read.

Only through intelligence you will "self-realize", theres no other way. You need to be intelligent to realize that everyone has been saying bull to you, that they have been playing around you, using difficult concepts and terminology to make you think that they have attained to something special. They feed on your hope and credibility, all of them.

There is no need to become anything, youre already that which is. The last post i wrote to you, use it to complete bits and pieces of incomplete concepts,hopes and ideas after that forget about it.

You might not trust me when i say "theres nothing to get, understand or attain to". If you dont, you only have one option, go on keep on in meditation for another 5-20 years, then come back to me.

If you trust this post, then i can divide the process of "self-realization" into steps.

First step : Watch your thoughts, the more you watch the more you understand and the more the intellect will be sharper.
Second step : Realizing through the intellect that you are on your own and hopeless and that noone can help you. In that moment the You and society is dropped simultaneously.
Third step : ..... .... ... .. .

P.S : Doubt this post as well.