Hi! My name is Peo and i'm 20 years old. How I got into buddishm and meditation is a pretty long story, but I'l try make it a short story.

It all started when i lost my mother(cancer) in december 2010, the following months was very hard for our big family i got 2 brothers and 2 sisters(I'm the youngest), and we all shared the same mother, but I only share my father with my 3 year older brother, even tho we still have a good connection between eachother. This when our mother died was terrefying but also made us come closer to eachother.

Ah well, back to me, when she died i started playing guitar and singin pretty much and iv realized it saved me, or at least kept me from falling into a huge depression, Music Teraphy kicks ass! . Well the months past and we keeped supporting eachother that we can do this with or without our beloved mother.

Then 5 months, this may 2011 one of my best child-hood friends fell into a coma after drinking to much alcohol and mixing it with efedrin(makes your heart pump faster than it should) and i thougt to myself if he dies I dont know what the fu*k im gonna do!!!! I couldnt take one more such big loss in so less time. Sebbe, his name was called me 3 days before he fell into coma and asked me if I wanted to train with him, but I said No I cant, since I was sick at the time. Sometimes I think back, and I think "Would he be alive if I would have trained with him just that time!" but I have now realized that this is not good thinking, i cant change whats happend, so just look on and make the best of the future, is one of my mottos.

Well Well, after this 2 happenings i fell into the world of Buddah, and buddism, i started with reading a book about buddah"Title: Buddah by Karen Armstrong") and I thougt he was an very interesting person. Left his wife and childern without even saying goodbye! what an *******! hehe ^^. Since I liked the buddism I bought on of Dalai Lama's book: The Art of Happiness: A Handbook for Living and it got me into meditating some, but I still havent got that "Aha" feeling of it, but it felt relaxing, maybe that the feeling you should get of meditating? Well thats all of me for now!

Kind Regards! Cya